They just found my neighbour.. the alcoholic one... mum's ex.. he's dead..
I'm at my bf's house. People won't let me talk with the police, although I gave the final hint.. Nobody else noticed something could be wrong. If I didn't say anything, he might have layed there weeks, instead of days only. Am I the only one who really cared?? If I said something earlier or did something by my own, maybe he still lived...?
I just don't know... I'm shaking so much.. So much death these days... it was all so f*cking unneccesary... since we moved here 4 years ago I just.. I saw this man falling down from having everything, down to having nothing, then t